I e-mailed her a few months later, when I knew she was right. Personally, I deal with difficult situations head on and focus on getting through them. Once everything is fine and “normal,” I fall apart. When Eren started sleeping through the night and was on a regular schedule, I completely broke down. I wanted out of my marriage and out of Turkey. Had things fallen apart overnight? Nope. A stressful two years had taken its toll and now that I had a chance to breathe, I could only wail.