If you have really #lived without ever believing you were #worthless. You won’t comprehend what the feeling means. But if it so happens that at some point you #experience the burden of #panic. The #terror in knowing that sometimes there is, in fact helpless #suffering, and #cruelty and sadness that comes and goes in a way. That will startle you and trouble you. Your waking #life may turn into a prison you may, over time lose yourself. It’s not that you ever decided to actually disappear It’s just that one day you went to look at yourself and there was nothing there.