Life is full of challenges and tests. It's unpredictable and that's what makes it unique and special.
How are you going to be understood if you will keep silent? How will you be heard if you let the demonic voices inside your head steal yours? How will you solve the problem if you turn your back and run as fast as you can?
Speaking up is the hardest thing for a depressed person to do. Although majority in this society doesn't understand the struggle of opening up about yourself to others. But then, so what? Don't let their judgement be a hindrance you a better life that is waiting for you. Their opinions don't matter. YOU matter. Don't let their voices crowed your head. Yours should be the loudest.
It's never easy to speak up and let yourself be vulnerable. to everyone. It was never easy. But it doesn't mean you shouldn't give it a try. Think of it as a challenge of your courage. Are you strong enough to face the reality or are you the weak one who always runs?
Do it slowly. Don't rush yourself. Just let the destiny flow. Honesty and bravery are two things you need on this journey.
Just do it step by step.