5. I'm scared I will have to let him go forever

Topaz 💎
Topaz 💎

This frightens me. 

This and the fear that there will be nothing more for the rest of our years together. 

That he will never come back and I will remain here without him. 

That the Changeling is all I have. 

But what scares me even more, isn’t that this will never change but that it will change. 

That one day, the Changeling, the pale copy of the man I love, will need more care than I can give him and I will have to let him go forever. 

My husband loved to hike, but the Changeling cannot leave his wh…